FARRLIANA JURIDON

The above picture is really true. Ive found someone who is worth my time and life. But sometimes, I just don’t prove him how much I love him. Ive misused my words and kept promising the same thing over, and over again. There must be a point, where you realized everything, and start to make a change. That day is today. Im tired of all the arguments that we’ve been through. I apologize for the thousand time to you, for all my mistakes, which has broke your heart. I really love you and you’re the only one who is in my heart. God, please help me. Open up my heart, as I can prove him the love that I have for him. I don’t want to be quarreling with him anymore. Because I want to create memories, not disasters. I need him.

The above picture is really true. Ive found someone who is worth my time and life. But sometimes, I just don’t prove him how much I love him. Ive misused my words and kept promising the same thing over, and over again. There must be a point, where you realized everything, and start to make a change. That day is today. Im tired of all the arguments that we’ve been through. I apologize for the thousand time to you, for all my mistakes, which has broke your heart. I really love you and you’re the only one who is in my heart. God, please help me. Open up my heart, as I can prove him the love that I have for him. I don’t want to be quarreling with him anymore. Because I want to create memories, not disasters. I need him.

Posted 2 months ago
Assalamualaikum. Well what else can I ask for more? All I nees is you, and its all about us. How devastating it is to see you to live a day without me. Do you still care for me or even love me? Now im insecure. I dont want to, but emotions come out by itself. I just need you to understand. Im not running away from you. I just cant use my hp all the time. My dad scolded me once abt it, and I dont want to repeat it again as im afraid if he’ll confescate my hp. Then how can we contact right? Seriously, only god understands my feelings and situation now. Allah, help me. What am I supposed to do now? I just cantt ignore this and pretend like nothing happen. I’m just empty now. All I know is that this heart is still loving you. Sincerely. Haiss. :”“( View Larger

Assalamualaikum.
Well what else can I ask for more? All I nees is you, and its all about us. How devastating it is to see you to live a day without me. Do you still care for me or even love me? Now im insecure. I dont want to, but emotions come out by itself. I just need you to understand. Im not running away from you. I just cant use my hp all the time. My dad scolded me once abt it, and I dont want to repeat it again as im afraid if he’ll confescate my hp. Then how can we contact right? Seriously, only god understands my feelings and situation now. Allah, help me. What am I supposed to do now? I just cantt ignore this and pretend like nothing happen. I’m just empty now. All I know is that this heart is still loving you. Sincerely. Haiss. :”“(

Posted 4 months ago
Assalamualaikum.  The above pic is very true. To all my ex, this picture is for you. And that someday and someone has come in to my life. He’s the greatest gift which Allah send to me. He used to tell me this:Him: Thank you.Me: Why dhy?Him: For letting go all of your ex.Me: Why must you thank me for that?Him: Because if you dont, i’ll never get to be with you till now.Me: smile and blush* Truelove is all about staying true to one, and always thinks that he/she is perfect with his/her flaws. You accepted me ever since 261111, despite my past. You had also taught me to be much more closer to Allah. And now I’m feeling very guilty for ruining FARRLIANA JURIDON. I need the old us very badly like you do too baby. I’m here, the old me is here. I know I’ve changed. It just give me time to prove to you that she’s back. Now my heart breaks, nobody knows, only Allah do. It breaks me as yest, our 13th Monthsary, you dont even wish me in text. I keep it to myself and expecting that you’ll at least wish me when we meet up. But you didnt. I was upset but I kept quiet as I dont want us to argue about it. Till now, I’m keeping it. I just need you baby, not a want but a need. I love you very much, MUHD MUFARRIDON MOHD AZMI. I rlly do :”( <3<3<3

Assalamualaikum. 

The above pic is very true. To all my ex, this picture is for you. And that someday and someone has come in to my life. He’s the greatest gift which Allah send to me. He used to tell me this:
Him: Thank you.
Me: Why dhy?
Him: For letting go all of your ex.
Me: Why must you thank me for that?
Him: Because if you dont, i’ll never get to be with you till now.
Me: smile and blush*

Truelove is all about staying true to one, and always thinks that he/she is perfect with his/her flaws. You accepted me ever since 261111, despite my past. You had also taught me to be much more closer to Allah. And now I’m feeling very guilty for ruining FARRLIANA JURIDON. I need the old us very badly like you do too baby. I’m here, the old me is here. I know I’ve changed. It just give me time to prove to you that she’s back.

Now my heart breaks, nobody knows, only Allah do. It breaks me as yest, our 13th Monthsary, you dont even wish me in text. I keep it to myself and expecting that you’ll at least wish me when we meet up. But you didnt. I was upset but I kept quiet as I dont want us to argue about it. Till now, I’m keeping it. I just need you baby, not a want but a need. I love you very much, MUHD MUFARRIDON MOHD AZMI. I rlly do :”( <3<3<3

Posted 4 months ago
When my time comesForget the wrong that I&#8217;ve doneHelp me leave behind someReasons to be missedAnd don&#8217;t resent meAnd when you&#8217;re feeling emptyKeep me in your memoryLeave out all the rest View Larger

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I’ve done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don’t resent me
And when you’re feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest

Posted 4 months ago
I don’t know who to trust, no surpriseEveryone feels so far away from meHeavy thoughts sift through dust and the liesTrying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceitEvery time I try to make myself get back up on my feetAll I ever think about is thisAll the tiring time betweenAnd how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me View Larger

I don’t know who to trust, no surprise
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me

(Source: hidden--a-mask)

Reblogged 4 months ago from theslave (Originally from hidden-behind-a-mask) 60,428 notes
Assalamualaikum everyone. Juliana here. I just came back from Orchard with my family. It was quite fun but at the same time im upset as I saw most of the pics taken in instagram are couples. I didnt get to meet my guy for th past few days as he is busy working. Nevermind as long as youre safe, im happy bby. Thank you for all your effort. I truly appreciate it. You truly endure with me through my imperfections. Ive hurt you most of the time, and I know how badly you need the old Juliana. Insyallah she&#8217;ll be back soon to you. Because I need us, the old us. And so tomorrow marks our 13th monthsary! This is the ferst time I got in to a long relationship. What I can say is that, you truly accept me for the girl in me, and you’ll never stop to fight for us. Truelove is not about saying I love you, having sweet moments together or giving each other gifts. But its all about appreciating each other beside the flaws and obstacles which we’ll be facing. Its about not leaving th other partner when he/she is not perfect or facing a problem. And youre the guy who I can never ever ask for more. Cause to me, you shine like a diamond baby. Insyallah FARRLIANA JURIDON will last forever. Amin. I will always love you baby♥♥♥ View Larger

Assalamualaikum everyone. Juliana here. I just came back from Orchard with my family. It was quite fun but at the same time im upset as I saw most of the pics taken in instagram are couples. I didnt get to meet my guy for th past few days as he is busy working. Nevermind as long as youre safe, im happy bby. Thank you for all your effort. I truly appreciate it. You truly endure with me through my imperfections. Ive hurt you most of the time, and I know how badly you need the old Juliana. Insyallah she’ll be back soon to you. Because I need us, the old us. And so tomorrow marks our 13th monthsary! This is the ferst time I got in to a long relationship. What I can say is that, you truly accept me for the girl in me, and you’ll never stop to fight for us. Truelove is not about saying I love you, having sweet moments together or giving each other gifts. But its all about appreciating each other beside the flaws and obstacles which we’ll be facing. Its about not leaving th other partner when he/she is not perfect or facing a problem. And youre the guy who I can never ever ask for more. Cause to me, you shine like a diamond baby. Insyallah FARRLIANA JURIDON will last forever. Amin. I will always love you baby♥♥♥

Posted 4 months ago
I cannot take this anymoreSaying everything I&#8217;ve said beforeAll these words they make no senseI find bliss in ignoranceLess I hear the less you&#8217;ll sayYou&#8217;ll find that out anywayJust like beforeEverything you say to meTakes me one step closer to the edgeNothing seems to go awayOver and over again

I cannot take this anymore
Saying everything I’ve said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you’ll say
You’ll find that out anyway
Just like before
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again

Posted 4 months ago
Why does it feel like night today?Something in here&#8217;s not right today.Why am I so uptight today?Paranoia&#8217;s all I got leftI don&#8217;t know what stressed me firstOr how the pressure was fedBut I know just what it feels likeTo have a voice in the back of my headLike a face that I hold insideA face that awakes when I close my eyes View Larger

Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here’s not right today.
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia’s all I got left
I don’t know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
But I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
Like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes

Posted 4 months ago
Assalamualaikum everyone. Am heading to sleep now. Hopefuly baby is reading our tumblr now. Hope this will keep you company. Hehe! Meeting him tomorrow and im very happy! Get to spend proper time with him once again! Yayyy! Hope everyone will have sweetdreams tonight. To baby, please dont tuck in late as we&#8217;ll have date tomorrow okay? Takecare and goodnight lovee!♥ View Larger

Assalamualaikum everyone. Am heading to sleep now. Hopefuly baby is reading our tumblr now. Hope this will keep you company. Hehe! Meeting him tomorrow and im very happy! Get to spend proper time with him once again! Yayyy! Hope everyone will have sweetdreams tonight. To baby, please dont tuck in late as we’ll have date tomorrow okay? Takecare and goodnight lovee!♥

Posted 5 months ago
Assalamualaikum. I miss my fiance. He is working really hard. Thanks for all your effort baby. I love you forever and always. I will be waiting for you. Please text me soon okay! You are mine one and only (: View Larger

Assalamualaikum. I miss my fiance. He is working really hard. Thanks for all your effort baby. I love you forever and always. I will be waiting for you. Please text me soon okay! You are mine one and only (:

Posted 5 months ago