i wonder why. its so easy for you to call other guys handsome but for me, it’s really hard for you. it’s like to you, i’m not good looking at all but you forced yourself to say it. you told me you don’t want me to see other girls more beautiful than you. well, i too don’t want you to see other guys more handsome or good looking than me. why don’t you put yourself in my position. live in my shoes. you don’t know how it feels like. hearing or seeing you call other guys handsome. it makes me feel that i’m not the only guy who managed to attract your eyes. there is still some other guys out there who will manage to. in the train, when you saw those eurasians, your eyes wont simply get off them. you’ll keep looking at them. don’t think i don’t know what’s going on. and yet you said that you’re just joking. cmon bhy, i’m not a kid that can be fooled around with words. you can lie to me verbally but you can’t lie to my eyes. i just don’t get it. you don’t want me to get attracted by other girl’s looks but you yourself are attracted by other guy’s looks. i know it bhy. you can deny it but i know. there’s no need to hide. doesn’t mean when i’m keeping quiet about things, i don’t know what’s going on. i’m not a puppet bhy. i’m a human, i have feelings too. i do get jealous too and i’m sure you know that my jealousy level is high. sigh.. all i can say now is that, i’m not the most good looking guy in your eyes. sad to see as it is. me, as your future husband, your lover, is not the most good looking one to you…. :(
