Assalamualaikum, this is a shared account of Juliana & Farridon. And together we are FARRLIANA JURIDON. We’re together eversince 261111. This tumblr is created for us to share our bitter or sweet moments which are happening in our life. So ENJOY! Tumblr (3.0; @themusicfreakos)http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/60858614e9b3ef509ad6b2a82a6eb118/tumblr_mjfg7ypGrV1rreubfo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>The above picture is really true. Ive found someone who is worth my time and life. But sometimes, I just don’t prove him how much I love him. Ive misused my words and kept promising the same thing over, and over again. There must be a point, where you realized everything, and start to make a change. That day is today. Im tired of all the arguments that we’ve been through. I apologize for the thousand time to you, for all my mistakes, which has broke your heart. I really love you and you’re the only one who is in my heart. God, please help me. Open up my heart, as I can prove him the love that I have for him. I don’t want to be quarreling with him anymore. Because I want to create memories, not disasters. I need him.</p>http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/44997805340http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/44997805340Sat, 09 Mar 2013 23:23:58 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/690cc9aaa1cb04f233ce65d0b5a3a3cd/tumblr_mfuezq7Zcl1rreubfo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Assalamualaikum. <br/> Well what else can I ask for more? All I nees is you, and its all about us. How devastating it is to see you to live a day without me. Do you still care for me or even love me? Now im insecure. I dont want to, but emotions come out by itself. I just need you to understand. Im not running away from you. I just cant use my hp all the time. My dad scolded me once abt it, and I dont want to repeat it again as im afraid if he’ll confescate my hp. Then how can we contact right? Seriously, only god understands my feelings and situation now. Allah, help me. What am I supposed to do now? I just cantt ignore this and pretend like nothing happen. I’m just empty now. All I know is that this heart is still loving you. Sincerely. Haiss. :”“(</p>http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/39210787409http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/39210787409Sun, 30 Dec 2012 07:07:02 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/faa8d8c85204c372291c6534e5c3e6da/tumblr_mfp6tkXmCc1rreubfo1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Assalamualaikum. </p> <p>The above pic is very true. To all my ex, this picture is for you. And that someday and someone has come in to my life. He’s the greatest gift which Allah send to me. He used to tell me this:<br/>Him: Thank you.<br/>Me: Why dhy?<br/>Him: For letting go all of your ex.<br/>Me: Why must you thank me for that?<br/>Him: Because if you dont, i’ll never get to be with you till now.<br/>Me: smile and blush*</p> <p>Truelove is all about staying true to one, and always thinks that he/she is perfect with his/her flaws. You accepted me ever since 261111, despite my past. You had also taught me to be much more closer to Allah. And now I’m feeling very guilty for ruining FARRLIANA JURIDON. I need the old us very badly like you do too baby. I’m here, the old me is here. I know I’ve changed. It just give me time to prove to you that she’s back.</p> <p>Now my heart breaks, nobody knows, only Allah do. It breaks me as yest, our 13th Monthsary, you dont even wish me in text. I keep it to myself and expecting that you’ll at least wish me when we meet up. But you didnt. I was upset but I kept quiet as I dont want us to argue about it. Till now, I’m keeping it. I just need you baby, not a want but a need. I love you very much, MUHD MUFARRIDON MOHD AZMI. I rlly do :”( <3<3<3</p>http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/38956053815http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/38956053815Thu, 27 Dec 2012 11:22:00 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/8c776e0460c007e886552b5c32673624/tumblr_mfp686xvfm1rreubfo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><span>When my time comes</span><br/><span>Forget the wrong that I’ve done</span><br/><span>Help me leave behind some</span><br/><span>Reasons to be missed</span><br/><span>And don’t resent me</span><br/><span>And when you’re feeling empty</span><br/><span>Keep me in your memory</span><br/><span>Leave out all the rest</span></p>http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/38955264738http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/38955264738Thu, 27 Dec 2012 11:09:41 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_md1c8w91fC1r2a5yfo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><span>I don’t know who to trust, no surprise</span><br/><span>Everyone feels so far away from me</span><br/><span>Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies</span><br/><span>Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit</span><br/><span>Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet</span><br/><span>All I ever think about is this</span><br/><span>All the tiring time between</span><br/><span>And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me</span></p>http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/38807771689http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/38807771689Tue, 25 Dec 2012 14:51:00 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/8f32bddf9c211a4d20969dcae8ba1e74/tumblr_mfl3p8KYrc1rreubfo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Assalamualaikum everyone. Juliana here. I just came back from Orchard with my family. It was quite fun but at the same time im upset as I saw most of the pics taken in instagram are couples. I didnt get to meet my guy for th past few days as he is busy working. Nevermind as long as youre safe, im happy bby. Thank you for all your effort. I truly appreciate it. You truly endure with me through my imperfections. Ive hurt you most of the time, and I know how badly you need the old Juliana. Insyallah she’ll be back soon to you. Because I need us, the old us. And so tomorrow marks our 13th monthsary! This is the ferst time I got in to a long relationship. What I can say is that, you truly accept me for the girl in me, and you’ll never stop to fight for us. Truelove is not about saying I love you, having sweet moments together or giving each other gifts. But its all about appreciating each other beside the flaws and obstacles which we’ll be facing. Its about not leaving th other partner when he/she is not perfect or facing a problem. And youre the guy who I can never ever ask for more. Cause to me, you shine like a diamond baby. Insyallah FARRLIANA JURIDON will last forever. Amin. I will always love you baby♥♥♥</p>http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/38785395693http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/38785395693Tue, 25 Dec 2012 06:24:44 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/51a9714a779c9b04aa80b33e2bb11a9d/tumblr_mfivctli711rreubfo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>I cannot take this anymore<br/>Saying everything I’ve said before<br/>All these words they make no sense<br/>I find bliss in ignorance<br/>Less I hear the less you’ll say<br/>You’ll find that out anyway<br/>Just like before<br/>Everything you say to me<br/>Takes me one step closer to the edge<br/>Nothing seems to go away<br/>Over and over again</p>http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/38696288381http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/38696288381Mon, 24 Dec 2012 01:29:17 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/3a32b1e8066891620b7af49f7a5332a9/tumblr_mfiuzrHOoE1rreubfo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Why does it feel like night today?<br/>Something in here’s not right today.<br/>Why am I so uptight today?<br/>Paranoia’s all I got left<br/>I don’t know what stressed me first<br/>Or how the pressure was fed<br/>But I know just what it feels like<br/>To have a voice in the back of my head<br/>Like a face that I hold inside<br/>A face that awakes when I close my eyes</p>http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/38695802552http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/38695802552Mon, 24 Dec 2012 01:21:27 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/d4133f6e6e3003fff12bcff4282ef37f/tumblr_mfc7cbHFaF1rreubfo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Assalamualaikum everyone. Am heading to sleep now. Hopefuly baby is reading our tumblr now. Hope this will keep you company. Hehe! Meeting him tomorrow and im very happy! Get to spend proper time with him once again! Yayyy! Hope everyone will have sweetdreams tonight. To baby, please dont tuck in late as we’ll have date tomorrow okay? Takecare and goodnight lovee!♥</p>http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/38387579455http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/38387579455Thu, 20 Dec 2012 11:04:59 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/ef3f339ff18d50e3c0a2f20cd223fb11/tumblr_mf8btkKQIn1rreubfo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Assalamualaikum. I miss my fiance. He is working really hard. Thanks for all your effort baby. I love you forever and always. I will be waiting for you. Please text me soon okay! You are mine one and only (:</p>http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/38224432629http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/38224432629Tue, 18 Dec 2012 08:51:20 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/94d0d3cedd5eeb88d55e4460c7bf1734/tumblr_mf7vzhUZJW1rreubfo1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>its hard just that you’re sorry when you’re wrong<br/>its harder to just say i need you here when you’re gone<br/>love is like a knife stab to your heart<br/>there’s nothing i can do<br/>i’m empty without you<br/>every step i take comes another mistake<br/>calling out your name but there’s no answer<br/>oh wait, she’s long gone… </p>http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/38215579164http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/38215579164Tue, 18 Dec 2012 03:09:17 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/9a0f5f3fbf2154e8a53d7bbfaef75046/tumblr_mf7ss8rIcb1rreubfo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>yes, we are on good terms nowadays. but that doesn’t mean all the pains ive been through is gone. no. it’s still there aching me. i’ve been trying my best to hold them back for us. but it seems you think that there isn’t any pain left. all of them are healed. its not that easy as you think it’ll be. there’s just too much pain for me. all the hurts i’ve been through. they can’t simply heal that easily. if only something happened to me and i lost part of my memory, only then i could forget about the pains and hurts that i’ve been through. what can i say. what can i do.</p>http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/38213255947http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/38213255947Tue, 18 Dec 2012 02:00:07 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/cab93adf61af4513df9c21b53a0fd93f/tumblr_mevllmmMcO1qaobbko1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Once upon a time</p> <p>we had alot to fight for</p> <p>We had a dream<br/>we had a plan<br/>Sparks in the air<br/>we spread alot of envy<br/>Didn’t have to care<br/>Remember when i swore<br/>my love is never ending<br/>we had it all<br/>No reason to lie<br/>No reason to pretend<br/>Once upon a time</p> <p>she won’t be back for me..</p>http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/38212787653http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/38212787653Tue, 18 Dec 2012 01:48:00 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/d05a792d0ed227e34e15cfb024b6db99/tumblr_mevl29PXcw1qaobbko1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>maybe i have to accept the fact that she’s gone and will never return for me<br/>well what can i say</p> <p>life… </p>http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/38073685909http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/38073685909Sun, 16 Dec 2012 12:35:00 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/bc81345c25ddfd0b24b6f4c89ce70d5f/tumblr_mf35a7sLCO1rreubfo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>i don’t want someone who can be stolen away from me. i want a mature girl who keeps her attention on me and only me. i know she’s gonna come across many good looking guys out there. but if she truly love and cared about me, other guys shouldn’t even be a problem. a girl who can be easily taken from me, i don’t want that. and if you happen to be one of those guys who catches her attention besides me, you can keep her. i don’t want her. period.</p>http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/37997140804http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/37997140804Sat, 15 Dec 2012 13:42:06 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/b891708416ab321fbc02685bf2271512/tumblr_mf259nqeSV1rreubfo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><span>I’m staring at a broken door</span><br/><span>There’s nothing left here anymore</span><br/><span>My room is cold</span><br/><span>It’s making me insane</span><br/><br/><span>I’ve been waiting here so long</span><br/><span>But now the moment seems to’ve come,</span><br/><span>I see the dark clouds coming up again.</span><br/><br/><span>Running through the monsoon</span><br/><span>Beyond the world,</span><br/><span>To the end of time,</span><br/><span>Where the rain won’t hurt</span><br/><span>Fighting the storm,</span><br/><span>Into the blue,</span><br/><span>And when I loose myself I think of you,</span><br/><span>Together we’ll be running somewhere new</span><br/><span>Through the monsoon.</span><br/><span>Just me and you</span></p>http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/37964321339http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/37964321339Sat, 15 Dec 2012 00:44:11 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/3a0e858a0690fa9718fb82a3ffee5b91/tumblr_mf0sr1LcLX1rreubfo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Assalamualaikum everyone. Well, I am currently doing nothing, so thought of updating this blog, and not to leave it being dead. Anyway, baby is working till 12midnight. I am very proud of you. No matter how tired and exhausted you are, but you’re still putting a lot of effort till the end of your work just to buy the exact phone as mine, because you know that I’ll be very happy to see us using the same phone. Awww. You’re just adorable and sweet. I am addicted to you baby. I am missing you very much now. I miss your presence. And the above picture is really true. Everything about you which makes this heart pumps for you. Pretty please take good care of yourself and be good. I’ll be waiting for you right here, love. I love you till eternity.<3</p>http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/37903161060http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/37903161060Fri, 14 Dec 2012 07:16:13 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/f2d2cc0306da89569c6e3410dc1d6b51/tumblr_meyzdaR7FH1rreubfo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>If only they sell this cute Heart shaped lollipop. I will have buy it and send it to you whenever I’m missing you baby. Please be good at work and always remember that I’ll be waiting for you, love <3</p>http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/37828453150http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/37828453150Thu, 13 Dec 2012 07:43:58 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/4be5826f36a78ca1ae2a83aec8e39fe3/tumblr_mewr5yZ3Vb1rreubfo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Assalamualaikum. Just finish meeting up with fiance. And it was such a blessful moment to have him for brunch just now at my place. Thank you very much for you effort and time. You came all the way to my place in the morning just to give me the opportunity to prove my love for you. And Alhamdulillah, we’re back together. Thanks Allah for everything that you’ve made for FARRLIANA JURIDON. </p> <p>Currently I’m updating this, watching tv and texting with baby. Maybe later will be heading to Singtel shop to get my new phone with daddy. Yessa! I just can’t simply wait! After that, I’ll help my fiance to save money to get his new phone too. Insyallah Amin.</p> <p>That is all for now. Takecare everyone(:</p>http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/37777247733http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/37777247733Wed, 12 Dec 2012 02:51:34 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/e344ebe66cc19af04472e3330b962a87/tumblr_mev4n3IbNp1rreubfo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Assalamualaikum. It is raining cats and dogs now, and there are thunder and lightning. I’m afraid of them, and my fiance will know the reason why to that. I hope that fiance is doing fine with his friend now. Take good care of yourself baby. I miss you very much. I’m really looking forward to meeting you tomorrow. Insyallah Amin. I love you very much. And even words can’t describe my feelings for you baby. I just want to let everyone knows that you stole my heart, and you’re the only one who taught me on how to be closer to Allah. The closer we are to Him, the closer we are together in Jannah some day. Amin. You also taught me the meaning of true love. I’ve been a jerk lately. But I’ll change soon, pretty please. I need you right now. I miss how we joke, laugh and cry together. I miss FARRLIANA JURIDON. I hope you miss me too baby, eventhough I am not the old Juliana.</p> <p>You’re my everything, MUHAMMAD MUFARRIDON BIN MOHAMMAD AZMI <3<3<3</p>http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/37707123209http://themusicfreakos.tumblr.com/post/37707123209Tue, 11 Dec 2012 05:47:27 -0500